I've been this weight for quite a while now and I had been viewing myself as thin and was happy as a result. Lately, I've come to find myself hating my body and thinking of myself as fat even though I haven't gained any weight. Due to how mental I am, my attempt to lose weight will probably turn into an eating disorder. I guess you could say I already have one (and I certainly have had one). I get pretty extreme when I am trying to lose weight, it's inevitable. I just weighed myself and I am 113. My goal is 100 pounds. Today I had a bit of cauliflower with some fat free dip. It was a very little amount, to the point of it hardly being worth mentioning. I also had a little bit of candy, but of course, calories from candy adds up very quickly. I just looked to see how many calories I had, and it was 200. I'm not sure if I'll eat anything else. I may have a bit more calories from chocolate milk later, but that should be it. I also plan on jumping on my mini trampoline later.     Both of the flower pictures were taken by me. I don't know the girl though, I just like the picture. |